HOLLYMy heart pumped almost fatally. I could say nothing. My whole family was dead. I tried to deny the heart-wrenching fact, but it was useless. Nothing could change that now.ZANEWhy am I even here? I wondered despairingly. I almost could not remember. But yes, I was here because of my own foolish idea to run away with a girl I had met only months before. Why had I thought meeting once and writing all those letters was good enough?